JustYourAvarageEgg

I got jumped by murfrees and i killed them all, after that a stranger started shooting at me for no reason, and when i killed him i lost honor, why did that happen?

Everytime my horse bucks me off, a gator bites my leg and i lose half my health, if i try anything (killing it, running away) it always gets me and instantly kills me. is there any way to kill it/ run away other than dying?

Before I start a mission, I equip my usual loadout, (Rare rolling block rifle, Carbine, 2x Double actions, fire bottles, and tomahawks) And when I start up the mission, i changes it to a lasso, a 1899, a double action and a lancaster, its so annoying that i cant play with the best loadout bucause the game goes ''Oh WeLl ItS EaSiEr tO PLaY WiTh tHe lAnCsTeR So IlL GiVe tHe PlAyEr tHaT''