What's up man? Sound a lot like me LOL. I'm 37 and on disability as well. I live by myself and I am too also bound to be playing Red Dead online any hour of the day or night. I'm level 66 now I think. And have yet to join a posse. Because I don't want to join a posse with a bunch immature kids. (No offense kids!) I think I have seen yours while trying to find one to join. I'm playing now and probably will be for quite a while yet. MY player name is Jinnjames1.