Yea, I never played any rockstar game before, I love mostly games like Witcher 3, Fallout 4, Skyrim, Horizon Zero Dawn.
I understand, Don't get me wrong, its not that I think this is a bad game, I don't. I think the story telling and voice acting is quality, its pacing is a bit slow at times, game has its fair share of bugs, but its enjoyable enough. Its just I personally don't like playing characters this morally ambiguous. Its hard to care about ruthless killers after all but I still think its a good game, I was just hoping the story for me anyway gets a little better. I will see, I don't want to make any judgments about the game too soon.
EDIT: I will say the mission where you take the kid fishing was a nice change of pace, was the first time I actually enjoyed doing a mission in the game. Just left Valentine, trying to save the family at the dried up lake or whatever, hopefully will get little better now.